Friday, February 19, 2016

Blah blah blah

Lately life has thrown me one too many curve balls ugh. My beloved cat Tom died the day before New Year's Eve. Then last Sunday night my apartment robbed because of my roommate's carelessness. Then the very next day in less than 12 hrs after being robbed,  I wrecked my car on the way to work. Yippee 2016 is just banging them out,  literally. I'm not sure why I've had such a string of bad luck but here I am,  the star of my very own pity party.
Plus I'm mighty sore from the accident itself.  My poor car! I loved my car.  It's totaled and now I'll get a new one eventually. Feeling really stressed because I had plan to go out of town for spring break but with all this bad mojo I'm reconsidering. I'm not sure if I could enjoy myself if the car situation isn't resolved. I dunno,  but the universe keeps knocking me down.  I still get back up again. Just gotta keep moving forward.
Everyone keeps reminding me that I'm irreplaceable but cars and things can be replaced. Somehow it doesn't really comfort me,  in my mind logically I know they're right but I'm still pissed at myself for destroying my car that I worked hard to take care of.  It was a great little car.
And what the theives stole is just outrageous! They stole,  my TV,  roku, ipad, VP (video phone), Wii, my bedding, towels, pillows,  my weight scale, toilet paper, toilet paper roll holder, my soap,  my soapdish, a decorative bag, my roll of carpet, a cute bat alarm clock, forks, spoons, sharp knives, box of q tips, bath mat and more. I keep discovering new items missing everyday. I'm really ticked because I told my roommate many times not to leave the fucking door unlocked! We live in NYC,  the Bronxs for crying out loud! They've already replaced my TV and roku and will buy a new blanket today. As I've been using their's since all 3 blankets gone!
Yeah not in the best of spirits. I am however grateful the amount I'm getting for the car,  it's more than enough to find a new (used) car that I like and want.
So now that the "bad things happen in threes" it ought to be smooth sailing from here on out.  After all, this is as bad as it can get, no where left to go but up.