Sunday, November 24, 2024

Sonnet X "Death Be Not Proud"


Last week someone died who I didn't personally know but many of my friends did. A friend posted the line "Death be not proud" and it had me wondering the origin of this line was from?  Turns out this poem by John Donne from the late 1500s to early 1600s was inspired by the new testament specifically 1 Corinthians 15:26, "The last enemy that shall be destroyed is death" 
The poem is about how death is not to be feared, and that people will wake up eternally after death. 
Another friend wrote about the same person who passed away that this individual was never the same after his father and brother died. I feel the same way. I'm not the same since Baba and Mom died. 

"Holy Sonnet X"

Death be not proud, though some have called thee
Mighty and dreadfull, for, thou art not soe,
For, those, whom thou think'st, thou dost overthrow,
Die not, poore death, nor yet canst thou kill mee.
From rest and sleepe, which but thy pictures be,
Much pleasure, then from thee, much more must flow,
And soonest our best men with thee doe goe,
Rest of their bones, and souls deliverie.
Thou art slave to Fate, Chance, kings, and desperate men,
And dost with poyson, warre, and sicknesse dwell,
And poppie, or charmes can make us sleepe as well,
And better than thy stroake; why swell'st thou then?
One short sleepe past, wee wake eternally,
And death shall be no more; death, thou shalt die.

Monday, November 11, 2024

As Above So Below

As above so below is an ancient Latin phrase that means what happens in the higher realms also happens in the lower realms.

I just feel like the star of David represents this very much! In my religious studies in college we noted how the star of David points to the heavens above us and the earth below. 

What can I say I'm a geek for symbolism!

Thursday, September 12, 2024

My 50th birthday

This summer I had a wonderful time visiting friends in SC/NC it lifted my spirits tremendously. Then on August 24th (2 weeks after my bday) LAD threw my a surprised bday party with cake,  foods, cards and cash! And we played poker which made it the best bday ever!
I placed 4th.
I'm so happy to be in my 50s! And excited to see what this decade brings? 

Upcoming Election

This upcoming election is going to be a hard one for me. While I can't stand the orange buffoon. Kamala has not won me over because she's still pushing for a "two states" solution shows me she does not have the Jewish community back. Right after Oct 7th she was more worried about Islamophobia than what the the Jews were and still facing today! And telling me her husband is Jewish isn't anything more than tokenism! It doesn't impress me at all. Her choice of VP is my opinion is a disaster! 
Kamala performed very well last Tuesday debate but she needs to step it up for the Jewish community and stop placating these terrorists!
It feels like this election is all about choosing the lesser of the two evils...

Sunday, July 21, 2024

Dysthymia and Compound Grief

In a few weeks I'll say goodbye to my 40s and I can't wait! Honestly it was the worst decade of my life!
Losing both my Mom and Baba,  Complicated Joseph, Edwin "Eddie" and my beloved Rosie Nova! Along with Wes Smile, what a ghastly way to die. A tree well! *shudders* and poor Neal he was a sweet old man who deserve better in his final days no thanks to his hearing sister!

Being down south with my close friends is doing wonders for my soul. With my life long Dysthymia and the above compound grief, having the change of scenery has improved my overall outlook!

I've always had a soft spot for the south since my high school days! At least here they don't support these domestic terrorists aka pro Hamas fans! I was honestly touched when a non Jewish friend said they would put "free the Israeli hostages" sticker on the back of their car! I'm crazy for miss Tequila and her family!

Saturday, May 18, 2024

BLM is full of Antisemites!

https://jewishjournal.com/commentary/columnist/365749/answering-a-friend-who-becomes-an-antisemite/ 
Sad I've lost quite a lot of friends the last 6 months! 
I'll never forget or forgive some of my former BLM friends saying "I didn't realize you knew anyone in Israel" in regards to Oct 7th. My answer was "I didn't know you knew George Floyd or Brenna Taylor?" No they didn't but they still knew right from wrong during BLM but they don't apply that for us Jews? The double standards is getting old!

Sunday, April 28, 2024

Rosie Nova

(Originally written on Jan 8th but I've been so heartbroken by her death I could not bear to repost till now)

Last night we finally buried my beautiful little girl Rosie who died suddenly on 12/21/23 at the age of 9. She was my heart. I hate goodbyes! It is so hard without her by my side. She was there when my Mom died suddenly in 2017 and then my beloved Baba (grandmother) in 2020. I would do anything to have another day with Rosie, my Mom and Baba! I'm heartbroken. When we buried Rosie last night, we buried a part of my heart with her. 
Rosie was
My little girl
My ballerina
My nesting doll
My perfect angel
My best friend
My heart
My Rosie Posey Mosey may you RiP next to my cat Tom. Mommy loves and misses you so much