I have this month of October to go through Mom's things and what to put into storage etc etc..
I got a lot done at Mom's place yesterday with her kitchen and bathroom. Plus my childhood best friend Paula along with Uncle David made the afternoon bearable. It's so hard to be in her home and she's not there. And painful to slowly deconstruct her home. She lived there for almost 14 years! This was one of my homes and I know with each passing weekend, I will have to say goodbye to my Mom's place.
Sitting on my Mom's couch yesterday made me ache for her presence so much. We spent many moments in her living room talking, eating, watching tv or movies. I miss her so much.
Woke up at 5:15am with thoughts of Mom.. Hope to get back to sleep some in a while.
I am also ashamed that I never knew the depth of my love for my Mom until she was gone.
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