And my Jack Rabbit returns at the end of the week. 7 months I havent seen him and now I finally will. I have been doing a lot to get the apt ready for his homecoming and wrapping up small gifts I've acquired all these months. We will have a little party to celebrate all the holidays we missed together these past 7 months. I really hope we do better this time around. I feel like the time apart has done us both a lot of good. We've been communicating about our differences and trying to find a middle ground that works for us both.
Right now I am enjoying the light work schedule and the last few days I have the apt completely to myself. I love Jack very much but of course I love having the apt all to myself too. I will have to get used to sharing again, and compromising. But I do so willingly.
I decided not to pursue a PhD, I really didn't want to go back to school AGAIN. And take out more school loans and be the starving student anymore. I feel like thats all Ive been most of my adult life. I never intended to be a "professional student."
I was also told by a close friend of mine that she's preggars and I am thrilled for her. We've been emailing about it a lot. Its so cool to have more friends with children now and days. Makes me want to join the club. BUTT not now, in a few years sure... so future child of mine, if you're reading this, you'll know I've wanted you for a long time.
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