Bit of the blues

Today I have the major case of the 'blahs' I didn't sleep well last night, woke up tired. Don't wanna take my ADD meds for fear I won't be able to sleep tonight. And I need to go to bed reasonably early enough to go back to work tmw. Another thing I'm not looking forward to. Is losing my freedom again. Its been nice having free time to relax & focus on things that matter to me. Also I am missing my Sexy German which doesn't help at all. Right now I could seriously use a cuddle, kiss or two. Even just a hug from him. Man these 4 weeks may as well be 4 years as far as I'm concern!
Ugh hate hate hate feeling like this, BLAH!