Goodbye lumps... Hello oranges!

I hafta report to surgery tmw morning at 6:30AM! It seemed like the day of the surgery was never gonna come. 5 months now I have been waiting to do this. 10 years I asked every doctor if I could have this surgery and they always said NO and lose weight, I'll lose a cup or two. WRONG it never happened. Even last fall when I was at my thinnest, a size 6 I still was a DD. Or the doctor would tell me, "its not that bad. You don't look THAT big. Well duh, like I am gonna wear cute little tank tops or spaghetti straps and end up looking like a porn star in training.. no way!
In less then 12 hrs I am gonna be a B/C cup how weird. Will I have a lot of pain? Will the scaring be bad? Will they even be even? Will I still have feeling where it counts? All of these thoughts are racing in and out of my brain all week long. As it gets closer to the surgery the more scared I become. I hope I don't fly off the cot right before they wheel me in? I have had numerous surgeries but its still nerve racking.

On a different note, my friend Ronnie is moving back home. I am so gonna miss her. I knew it was coming but it was sped up due to some complications. I am relieved for her because she is doing all the right things and by Tuesday she'll be waking up next to her guy with a smile on her face. Ronnie, I am so glad you came into my life and you continue to inspire me. I got your back and look forward to seeing you later this summer. You'll always be COOL in my book.

Mom's bus arrived 30 minutes late. It was the weirdest thing but Erfo and I took the A train downtown and it was not rainy or sunny, but cloudy and a little breezy but thats all. The next thing we know its snowing! I couldn't believe it! Here's some pixs thanks to my handy SideKick, why by the way I haven't lost *thundering applause*



I took a pix of Mom's bus as it pulled in... why not, right?




I don't even look like this in real life, suddenly I am endowed with a striking profile..




I arranged for several of my friends to have dinner with me and Mom this Friday nite. At a place called Bleu Evolution. The food is excellent and should make up for lunch today which was a major disappointment. Erfo, Mom and I all went to Red Lobster at 41st and 7th ave. All I can say is DOn'T. It was a lousy lunch and way overpriced. I learn my lesson never to waste $$ on 42nd chain "garbage" restaurants. Bleu Evolution will show Mom that there are some decent restaurants here in NYC.

Dang I meant to drink some water but its after midnight.. which means no food or drinks till I wake up from la la land. Alrighty folks, this Chameleon has to go to bed soon. I am waking up as me one last time and its all good *grins*